Ahhhhh! I'm sick. :(
But that's ok. It's not anything bad. Just a chest cold. I'll get over it soon.
Today was a great day. Nothing super exciting happened, but I was just in a wonderful mood all day. Plus, the weather was super nice, and I looked super cute. So everything was good. :)
My suitemate, Em-J, was sad that I have never mentioned her in my blog. So, here we go. Em-J is probably one of the best friends I've made since I've come to college. We met in guard at the beginning of the year, but only really became close recently. We definitely have a friendship that we'll remember for a very long time. We are SO crazy together. We always do the most. ;)
....Ass ass ass ass ass ass ass ass!
There you go Em-Jiz...Jeezy. Happy? :P
Anyway, I've got a theatre appreciation paper to write! Peaceee.
Wednesday, February 22, 2012
Monday, February 20, 2012
Change in Perspective
I've decided...it's time for change.
I feel myself falling into my depression again. I've been under so much stress, and it has been consuming me. And to be honest, I haven't been dealing with it the right way. I've been trying to ignore it by partying a lot, and just hoping that all my problems would go away on their own.
So for starters, I'm changing up my blog a bit. I already changed my layout, because I was getting kind of tired of the old one. But I'm changing more than just the appearance. I've been using my blog as a way to...vent, I guess you could say. I was writing only when I was pissed off at the world. I'm going to try to start posting happier stuff. Whether it's something exciting that happened during the day, or something that inspires me, I'm going to try to start focusing on the positive more than the negative.
A lot of my stress is coming from school. I think, if I study more so I'm more confident in my knowledge of the material from each of my classes, and if I'm prepared every day, I'll be more at ease throughout the week. I also need to stop procrastinating. I do that way too much, and it just adds on to the stress.
And lastly, I'm going to start takin a little more time in the mornings to get ready, so I feel more confident in how I look every day. If I don't feel like I look like crap, then I'll be happier.
I'm hoping that these changes will help me keep from becoming depressed. If not, then I'll probably start going to talk to a counselor again. I want to be healthy in every aspect of the word. Mentally, emotionally, physically.
Well, tomorrow is a new day. Although it's my longest day of the week, I'm going to make what I can of it. :) Goodnight, world. <3
I feel myself falling into my depression again. I've been under so much stress, and it has been consuming me. And to be honest, I haven't been dealing with it the right way. I've been trying to ignore it by partying a lot, and just hoping that all my problems would go away on their own.
So for starters, I'm changing up my blog a bit. I already changed my layout, because I was getting kind of tired of the old one. But I'm changing more than just the appearance. I've been using my blog as a way to...vent, I guess you could say. I was writing only when I was pissed off at the world. I'm going to try to start posting happier stuff. Whether it's something exciting that happened during the day, or something that inspires me, I'm going to try to start focusing on the positive more than the negative.
A lot of my stress is coming from school. I think, if I study more so I'm more confident in my knowledge of the material from each of my classes, and if I'm prepared every day, I'll be more at ease throughout the week. I also need to stop procrastinating. I do that way too much, and it just adds on to the stress.
And lastly, I'm going to start takin a little more time in the mornings to get ready, so I feel more confident in how I look every day. If I don't feel like I look like crap, then I'll be happier.
I'm hoping that these changes will help me keep from becoming depressed. If not, then I'll probably start going to talk to a counselor again. I want to be healthy in every aspect of the word. Mentally, emotionally, physically.
Well, tomorrow is a new day. Although it's my longest day of the week, I'm going to make what I can of it. :) Goodnight, world. <3
Sunday, February 12, 2012
Week of Lame
This week was the most stressful week I've had in a really long time. Like, seriously. It just seemed that thing after thing kept coming at me, and I honestly don't know how I made it through.
For starters, I had 3 tests this week. Biology, French, and Theatre Appreciation. I could have done better on my bio test, which was on Tuesday. But, oh well, I guess. Then I stayed up so late studying Tuesday night, that I set my alarm an hour later than I should have, so I missed my French test on Wednesday. Luckily, I was able to make it up, but even so, I don't think it would have mattered much even if I didn't make it up. That was the worst test of my LIFE. I'm pretty sure I got like... a 2%. At least my Theatre test was mostly easy.
There was a blood drive at UCA on Wednesday, and I was soooo excited about giving blood. But I was So. Damn. Nervous. I hate needles, but I was so willing to try to get over that if it meant doing something good that could potentially save a life. Unfortunately, I was turned away, for one of the stupidest reasons ever. My pulse was too high. Of course my heart was beating fast because of my nervousness, which I think was intensified by like, 20 from my anxiety. So of course my heart was racing. Why the heck would that mean that I couldn't give blood? Boo.
And, to top off my crappy week, I got some bad medical news on Friday. It's not really something I want to talk about on here though. I'm just...super bummed, and slightly worried about what I found out at the doctor yesterday. Hopefully this doesn't turn into something really bad.
At least I got to come home for the weekend, and see my baby kitties and my little puppy. Haha and my family, who I love and miss very much. Plus, I got to hang out with one of my friends, Anthony, that I haven't seen since we graduated, and who I've missed. It was really nice to be able to chill out and catch up. It seems like nothing changed. It was even like we hadn't even gone months without seeing or talking to each other. No awkwardness, which was nice. :)
Too bad I have to go back to Conway tomorrow. Boo. I guess I should get some sleep though. I'm super tired, and I have stuff to do in the morning. Goodnight, all.
For starters, I had 3 tests this week. Biology, French, and Theatre Appreciation. I could have done better on my bio test, which was on Tuesday. But, oh well, I guess. Then I stayed up so late studying Tuesday night, that I set my alarm an hour later than I should have, so I missed my French test on Wednesday. Luckily, I was able to make it up, but even so, I don't think it would have mattered much even if I didn't make it up. That was the worst test of my LIFE. I'm pretty sure I got like... a 2%. At least my Theatre test was mostly easy.
There was a blood drive at UCA on Wednesday, and I was soooo excited about giving blood. But I was So. Damn. Nervous. I hate needles, but I was so willing to try to get over that if it meant doing something good that could potentially save a life. Unfortunately, I was turned away, for one of the stupidest reasons ever. My pulse was too high. Of course my heart was beating fast because of my nervousness, which I think was intensified by like, 20 from my anxiety. So of course my heart was racing. Why the heck would that mean that I couldn't give blood? Boo.
And, to top off my crappy week, I got some bad medical news on Friday. It's not really something I want to talk about on here though. I'm just...super bummed, and slightly worried about what I found out at the doctor yesterday. Hopefully this doesn't turn into something really bad.
At least I got to come home for the weekend, and see my baby kitties and my little puppy. Haha and my family, who I love and miss very much. Plus, I got to hang out with one of my friends, Anthony, that I haven't seen since we graduated, and who I've missed. It was really nice to be able to chill out and catch up. It seems like nothing changed. It was even like we hadn't even gone months without seeing or talking to each other. No awkwardness, which was nice. :)
Too bad I have to go back to Conway tomorrow. Boo. I guess I should get some sleep though. I'm super tired, and I have stuff to do in the morning. Goodnight, all.
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