6.21.2012

So it's been a long time since I've posted. In that time, I've done a lot of thinking lately about my future. I'd be able to go to school an all that by working and with a lot of help from student loans and my parents. But, I've come to realize that at this point in time, school just isn't really my thing. So, looking at my other options, I've decided to join the military. I'm going to go Air Force. I'm not really sure what I'll do yet; I have to find out what I'm qualified to do before I figure that out.

Anyone who knows me and who is reading this right now is probably like "...what?" I'm sure nobody thought that I'd be the type of person to join the military. Honestly, I've never thought so, either. I've always said that I'd never make it in the military. But now, I feel like it's the right thing for me to do. I think that I really do have the strength to make it. The only concern that I have, is if I'm actually ready to grow up. I depend on my mom so much. And really, I'm not sure how to manage without her. I've come to realize that I'm actually a bit of a mama's girl. After basic training and tech school, I'd be living on my own. I won't have my parents with me, looking out for me. But I guess I have to grow up sooner or later.

I'm still waiting for a recruiter to get in touch with me. If someone doesn't call or email in a few days, I'm going to go ahead and call the recruiters myself. We'll just see, I guess.

I will be proud to serve my country. :)

On a completely different note, I'm completely obsessed with Justin Bieber. Yes, this is coming from the girl who is supposed to be growing up. But we all have our guilty pleasures. Haha. Anyway, he just came out with his new album, Believe, and I love it. He's definitely grown up since his "Baby, baby, baby" hair-flipping days. And, I'm one of the millions of girls who thinks he's extremely attractive. To be honest, I've dreamt about meeting him, like a lot. Haha. No shame. I'm a Belieber.

I was asked by my friend Anthony the other day what my type of guy was. At first, my answer was that I really don't know. But then, I realized that my type of guy is Justin Bieber. Haha just kidding. There's no way I could compete with Selena Gomez. But really, I wouldn't be able to date anyone famous. That would bring attention to myself, and I don't like being in the spotlight. I just want a normal guy. I love lists, so I'll make a list of what my perfect guy would be. I'll warn you now, I have high standards, and I doubt this perfect guy even exists.

The Perfect Guy:
-At least 5'10".
-Pretty blue or green eyes.
-Soft hair.
-Pretty teeth.
-Smells great.
-Nice arms.
-Has a good sense of humor.
-Easy to talk to.
-Loves animals and wants lots of cats.
-Vegetarian.
-No more than 3 years older than me.
-Sensitive, but not whiny or overly emotional.
-Not too clingy.
-Gives me space to hang with my friends, and he hangs with his.
-His views on religion are similar to mine.
-Someone I can trust.
-Can play guitar and sing and dance.
-Polite and respectful towards women.
-Has a good sense of style.
-In the Air Force, or is willing to move around with me when I'm stationed different places.
-Accepts my flaws, and doesn't make me overly aware of them.
-Can cook.
-Isn't a goody-good, and likes having a bit of fun sometimes.
-Would treat me to breakfast in bed occasionally. And of course I'd do the same for him.
-Good with kids.
-Doesn't make me feel inadequate or not good enough.
-Romantic, and maybe a little cheesy at times.
-A good listener.
-Doesn't try to make me feel bad about things that I shouldn't feel bad about.
-Loves amusement parks and roller coasters.
-Smart.
-Makes me feel safe.
-Easy to find gift for.
-Doesn't hate Justin Bieber or Ke$ha.
-Will watch baby shows with me. Like Arthur and Little Bear and Franklin.
-Gets along with my family.
-Tells me I"m beautiful. And actually believes it.
-Brings out the best in me.

I doubt this guy exists. But, if he does, maybe I'll get married someday. If not, oh well. I'm content with being single and having lots of kitties.

Well. I've been wanting to put a new blog up for quite a while. So here it is. I hope everyone has a great day, and something wonderful happens to you today. :)