Hakuna Matata!

I started a blog just a few minutes ago. It was full of negative things. I got pretty far... but I decided I don't want to write a blog like that. Yeah, right now is definitely not perfect. There's a lot going on in my head. So many things I wish I could change. About my circumstances and about myself. And at times, I kind of want to scream.

But I'm not going to let it take over me. Time to focus on positive things. Stuff that I wouldn't want to change. Things that make me happy.

Things like:

My beautiful kitty.

-My hair. Yeah, I'd like to change a few things about my appearance, but I love my hair.
-My little brother. I love him. I hope him and I can be close forever.
-My kitty. She's my baby. I love her so much. I don't need a man. I have my sweet little kitty. Haha.
-My other kitty and my puppy. They're also super sweet and cute, and I love them.
-Indie music. It's so...chill and happy. Yuh.
-My best friends, Anna, Sam, and Em-J. I love them all.
-Donuts. Yumyum.
-Music I played in band in high school. It makes me miss high school band, but it makes me happy.
-My best guy friend, Anthony. I can be my crazy self around him, and he still accepts me.
-Snowcones. Those are my childhood. Particularly cotton candy flavored with cream.
-Pretty clothes. Especially dresses.
-And last, but definitely not least... My parents. I may not have a perfect relationship with them, but I love them. And I don't know where I'd be without them. Well, I wouldn't be born. But...you get my point.

That list was just for myself. I was feeling super down about everything, and I needed to look on the positive side. My list, with the help of some happy music, worked, I'm in a much better mood. Hakuna Matata. I fixed myself. :)

I just got the sudden urge to shave off my eyebrows. I'm not going to. I'd look pretty dumb without them. But they're just so...annoying. Maybe when I'm old and I don't care what I look like, I'll just shave them off. Old wrinkley Tessa with no eyebrows, and 12 kitties, and 6 puppies, and a micropig. That'll be a sight.

I watched a movie not long ago with my brother. It's called Lifted, and it was such a good movie. It made me cry like...4 times. And, don't tell him I'm putting this up in my blog....but my brother cried, too. It was that good. At the end, I look at him, and him and I both have tears streaming down our faces. It is definitely worth watching. I highly recommend it. It's on Netflix, for anyone who is interested (which you should be).

I have 4 days of class left, and then it's time for finals. Boo. I hope I do well. But after that, I'm done with my freshman year. I guess I can look at that as an accomplishment. Just a step closer to my goal.

Well, this is the end of my blog. I hope everyone has a great week!




I love my baby brother. :)