I know I could have posted some sort of status on Facebook along the lines of "I feel really unattractive today. :/" and I know I would have gotten comments from my friends telling me that I'm pretty or whatever, but I didn't want other people to have to make me feel better about my appearance. SO...Instead of allowing myself to feel unattractive and down about myself, I decided to do something to make me feel pretty. I took a shower, got dressed, blared some Ke$ha, straightened my hair, and did my makeup. And then I felt freaking beautiful. :)
This made me realize that whenever you have negative feelings, you have the power to turn them around. I mean, I've always known that. But I'm the stubborn type of person who, when I'm mad or upset, I don't want to calm down or relax. I just want to be mad or upset at whoever or whatever made me feel that way.
But on days like this, where I don't feel pretty, I just get so down on myself and I tend to find every little flaw about my physical appearance, and it just makes me feel even worse about myself. That's why I decided to make myself look pretty. Just a little self-confidence boost. And it worked. :)
I am beautiful. And I don't need anybody else to tell me that. Although, like any other girl, a compliment every once in a while makes me smile. Just sayin'. :P
Other than that, today was a really good day. I got to see one of my favorite people ever. We just hung out and played Halo and all that. It was really nice. :) And since it's the 4th of July, I might hang out with Daniel, Sean, and Ryan tonight. Fireworks, board games, Halo, all that. It shall be a blast. :)